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so today is the LAST DAY i have to be reading and writing. unfortunately typical Linda, left her 15 - 20 page paper to last minute. It’s due tomorrow but there’s no time crunch or anything. I’m planning on finishing it tonight though, so I can drop it off tomorrow morning [at my professor’s apt building - life of a grad student] and go off to work! if i don’t finish tonight, ill have to call outta work which isn’t totally an option since all the money I’ve been getting from this job has been going straight toward my florida fund! annoying since i had to take 800 out to pay taxes -____________________- i had to start all over again lol. I’m doing well though =] thank goodness for my YAI pay check which is what I’ve been “living” on! 

In July I’ll def be looking for a new job. I just needed something quick to get extra money for vacation. Retail is just NOT for me. so wish me luck on my lovely paper!!! =] i think i can totally bang it out i have so much stuff in my head it just needs to be typed and organized ! =] exciting … second semester of grad school - almost done ;-] 

reasons i hate people…

idk where people get the idea from that I’m “high maintenance” or a “spoiled brat” or anything of that sort. i will most definitely be the first to admit i am a spoiled brat, but i NEVER ask for ANYTHING. if i can’t get it myself - i save my money til i can. i have TWO jobs, i don’t make much money but i def get by with what i make. I can’t forget to mention i still live with my parents and my father obviously supports me. meaning he buys food for the house, he gives me money weekly [cuz he wants to not cuz i ask for it] and i only pay my own personal bills. The reason i HAVE MONEY, i CAN AFFORD to go on vacation, and go shopping whenever i choose is mainly because my father supports me. SO the money i get from BOTH [count em - two] jobs, i spend lavishly on my DAMN self. HATING ODE? well maybe if everyone thats blabbing about MY LIFESTYLE, would have a couple of jobs, they wouldn’t have time to TALK ABOUT ME and my pockets. One thing i fucking hate is people counting my money or possessions. its no ones business what i have, where i get it from, or who’s gifting anything to me. which BTW i don’t get many MATERIALISTIC gifts unless its my bday/christmas. and I’m perfectly ok with that! like i said - if i want something I BUY IT. i NEVER ask ANYONE for ANYTHING. it’s the PRIDE i have. my father never asked anyone for shit and he supported two BABIES at once. he built his business BY HIMSELF. So yes, we are fortunate and i absolutely love him for everything he has done for me, my brothers, and my mom. but it did not come without struggle. i don’t struggle through life because i choose not to. And it’s no ones business. 

so if people like to talk, go ahead and talk about this. don’t mention the fact that I’m a “spoiled brat” without mentioning that my father WORKED for everything he has giving me, oh wait apparently everyone also forgets that I’m in GRAD SCHOOL - so i probably deserve it all. if you’re gonna talk about me being “high maintenance” please remember to mention that I BUY MYSELF all my “expensive” stuff - shoes, watches, clothes etc. i do that cuz i chose to. I WILL NEVER ask my BOYFRIEND [mind u he’s my boyfriend] to spend a dime on me, because i can buy it for myself. If he chooses to, it’s no ones business. 

people must love to see others fail, cuz honestly ya should be HAPPY that my parents succeeded in life & raised two well rounded children that at the age of 22 & 23 are in grad school, without children, & working towards their future. 

family is just a word that you give meaning to.